Is this Right Occupation?
For many years, I have worked in honorable professions which served to help or protect people from harm or injury. Now I find myself in a profession (not exactly by my choice) in which I investigate employees of wrongdoing or policy violations. Many times I am saddened at the eventual outcomes of doing my work well. Although these employees have chosen to do something wrong, my work uncovers the wrongdoing, and my interviews get them to confess. Usually this leads to termination of their jobs. It greatly affects their careers, their family life, their future.
How is this affecting my karma? Am I working against “Right Occupation” on the Noble Eightfold Path? I have much compassion for these people and handle them gently and respectfully. Many thank me for how I treated them in the interviews and understand why I investigated them. I still go home with a heavy heart. Your thoughts?
(signed) Namaste, Carl
Thanissaro Bhikkhu responds:
If there’s no one there to uncover these problems, people will continue their wrongdoing, so what you’re doing definitely qualifies as right livelihood. And it’s especially admirable that you honor their humanity and dignity in carrying out a difficult task. If you were to quit your job, there’s no telling what sort of person might take your place. Still, if the work leaves you with a heavy heart and affects your meditation, you might want to look for another job. In the meantime, dedicate the merit of your meditation practice to the people you work with, and continue to do your job with as much equanimity and integrity as possible.
